The Juice

New Year, New Look!

2011-12-12T15:26:00.001+07:00

Christmas and New Year Eve is coming soon. Everybody looks so happy, and the great one is... SALE IS EVERYWHERE. New year means new look from me. from the ones who love to shop at online shopping, please check Unestablish. Free shipping fee..... ah sounds fun. Here's my favorites,

SALAD DAYS Lara Fin Dress

I really love black dress, and this one looks so glamorous and chic for Christmas nite.

The Furies Katsu Cami

A bold looks! I want to wear it on my new year eve, oh pleaseee..

KLING Dress Lepaix

Simple and looks so vintage, the most wanted item :)

There's lot of cool outfits on Unestablish. come on check their official online store. And for the ones who wants to get a big giveaway from them, check this. Or you can send me a christmas gift (please these Kling Dress Lepaix looks so cool) LOL. And also there's a lot of great brand for male and female.. Go buy them!

Far. Away.

2011-11-21T14:58:00.001+07:00

There a lot of things that better left unsaid. Cliche. Cliche things about love.

You know, I don't want to be so far away from you. Even in a bad one.

Behind MANC Shoes Lookbook Photoshoot

2011-11-18T08:39:00.001+07:00

Here they are, unpublished photos behind MANC Shoes Lookbook. As you know, I heart flea market so much. There's lotta flea market thingy on my closet. I bought a polkadots skirt for IDR 20.000, and the bags are from flea market. Thrifting always fun ;) I'll post my another flea market thingy soon, you'll know that thrifting is not a sin.

Knit Cardigan FLASHY | Tops UNBRANDED | Polkadots skirt FLEA MARKET

Tights UNBRANDED | Anne Oxford Heels by MANC SHOES | Bags FLEA MARKET

MANC Shoes Pre-Season 1.0 Lookbook

2011-11-07T09:33:00.001+07:00

So glad, my baby finally and officially "launch" in this world. Yep, it is MANC shoes. my first project with my bf. This pre-season actually is a test market project, but surely we made a great quality shoes and comfortable ones. Please check our MANC Shoes officially page, click here
Original shoes comes with very affordable price and great quality.
And here's our lookbook, with me as the model :)

Photoshoot for 2ndhand Shoppe's Lookbook

2011-10-12T21:49:00.001+07:00

A very late post :( Hello bloggy, I'm super busy now, a lotta works with a minimum time. Now, I'm organizing a soccer tournament tittled "Rektor Cup", doing my own brand new fashion business (yippie!) , and.... studying (of course with lots of task and to do list). Speaking of business project, I will launch my shoes line soon. Named "MANC". I work with my bf. He's a shoeaholic and good at everything about shoes. Actually the name means "people from manchester, UK" but MANC stands for MAN + Cewek. Cewek means Women in bahasa. Simply, it means my shoes line designed for man and women. Don't miss our pre-season lookbook, soon will drop on this blog.

In the other hand, my friend, Ista, ask me to be a model for her shop's lookbook. 2ndhand shoppe sells high-quality secondhand stuffs with affordable price. Very recommended :) find lot of branded thingy there.

So here's the sneak peek of their lookbook. Don't forget to take a click on their blog!

2ndhand Shoppe's Lookbook

Hendietta and I

Craving For Bass ♥ Rachel Antonoff Shoes Collection

2011-09-10T11:24:00.003+07:00

I'm crazy for shoes especially oxford or blucher ones. Watched Nylon TV and found Rachel Antonoff's Spring 2012, my eyes starred at the shoes. That's Bass ♥ Rachel Antonoff Collection. Pretty cute. For details take a click here.

This ones are what I craving for, anybody?

Alice Navy

A Red bold bow on your feet, how cool!

Amiya Whiskey

I cant stop stare at this stuff

Matilda

Mommy pls I want this one!!!

Odette

I want it on my rack. Sweeeeeet!

Lady

Quite cute, isn't it?

And I love Antonoff collection too, these ones are what I want on my closet.

Go grab their collection, you'll ♥ it!

Paramore Live in Indonesia 2011 : Lotus Pond, Bali

2011-09-04T12:41:00.000+07:00

FINALLY! The day. I saw Paramore's concert at Bali, but unfortunately, I didn't win the meet & greet quizzes. But it was really fun to saw Hayley with black-white pants. Her voice was awesome. Taylor and Jeremy performed so well and they went crazy at the stage. Love it :)
Here's a few photos of mine, with my friend Tya and my bf, Zaki. Disappointed, disappointed because it should not bring a DSLR. And my pocket camera was broke. Blackberry saved me.

Color Blocking

2011-08-15T11:06:00.000+07:00

The Latest trend, I really stumble into this. No more pastel day, no more pale face. It's fun. Look at my new polyvore for color blocking.

Color Blocking by aulley featuring cotton t shirts

Is it true that color blocking inspired by Picasso's geometric one? I just guessed that it came from my brotha rubik's colors :D
and here it is from Marc by Marc Jacobs.

Quote of The Day

2011-07-25T11:02:00.000+07:00

"Parisian style is an attitude, a state of mind. Between rocker and ho-hum bourgeois..." - Ines de la Fressange on Parisian Chic.

Adoring Alexa Chung

2011-07-08T12:56:00.000+07:00

What's hot at summer? Honestly, I stalked Alexa Chung and found her cool outfit for summer. Check these ones!

As I ever told you, I love polka-dots that much. Go with your sunnies and hat, it's summertime :)

Simply wear a denim short and an ankle boot or straps sandal. She looks georgeus :)

I love this one! Hyper cute :)

Pattern dress and a boots, everyone will stare at you ;)

Outerwear alert! Though it's summer don't forget to mix your outerwear, you'll get as hype as her. Boyish shirt, oversized cardigan or leather jacket will be cool.

Dots Spotted

2011-06-23T15:39:00.001+07:00

Actually I'm fallin in love with 2 kinds of fabric pattern, stripes and dots. I have a lot of those stuffs in my closet, my mom always said that I'm too addicted to stripes and looks like a custody and a dots hearted so mom called me as a clown. Oh yes mom, polka-dots isn't kinda clown-wear :(

Anyway, I got my dots top (as seen above) from flea market just for IDR 7,5k or less than 1 dollar. That top has super fine quality with japan brand I guess. Also my vintage maroon bag, I bought it at flea market for IDR 15k or less than 2 dollars. I bought my hat at Planet Surf, it looks cool for biking. And I tried my mom's MAC blush on and basic lipstick.

And The Rest is.... Easy :)

2011-06-21T14:10:00.000+07:00

Hello dearest bloggy, about 3 days ago I got sick and you know.... I hate hospital for a God's sake. It was about digestive thingy (don't know what the names). Suffer. I got injection almost 6 times a day and a lot lot lot loooot of drugs.

As I ever told you on my past post, the weather at Malang is superchill (now: about 20 degrees celcius). The craziest one was 15-16 degrees celcius, it was super cold for me. And this caused my sickness, I got a high fever firstly. Then dehydration attacked me. My gastric acid was rising dramatically.

I realized. I am to busy. I don't eat well. I don't take an exercise. And my bad, I bought unhealthy snack and junk food almost everyday. It sounds so normal, right? These are totally fool. Fool me.

Now I'm quite fine, i just need a regular rest. For you, don't forget to eat well and regularly. Drink a lot of mineral and pure water, don't be to busy. Do it now and the rest is easy :)

The Old and New Ones

2011-06-15T14:07:00.000+07:00

Something old or vintage are always great. My mum told me that she was an fashion addict, you know what, my green cropped sweater was hers. and I bought my bag at flea market so it can defines as vintage. Hmm also the building and the wall, it looks so old. I love it.

One Foot Japan

2011-06-10T17:28:00.002+07:00

I got a merch from one foot japan, a powerpop band from Jakarta, ID. Luckily to know them :D I got a tee (cute pink one!), an EP CD and sticker. Gracias!
check out their my space : http://www.myspace.com/1footjapan
twitter: @onefootjapan
or go listen their songs at purevolume: http://www.purevolume.com/onefootjapan

Mustard on a Green Grass

2011-06-04T16:24:00.000+07:00

I'm so freaking out about what to wear, the sun shines so bright but the wind blows very tight. The average weather at Malang on June is so weird. Guess it happens at the other city. It's not good for me, I am an dust and weather-allergic. Though it's hot I must wear a jacket, or I will sneezing all day long.

What I wore:

Jacket: GAP | Oxford Shoes: Zara | Bag: from thrift shop | DIY accessories | unbranded tight and tee

The Sweet One, Good Boy Jimmy

2011-05-29T22:49:00.000+07:00

Malang is full of a great musicians, a great taste of music, a great indie bands and everything great especially at music. One of my favorite band from Malang is Good Boy Jimmy. Consist of 3 persons, they play most of sweet songs, influenced by weezer, dashboard confessional, and angel and airwaves as i read from their myspace.

I love their first EP called "Don't Let It Too Long". Totally heart their songs such "Waiting The Sun Goes Down" and "Wake Up". Sounds as sweet as Dashboard Confessional and it was on my lullaby playlist. The other songs like "I Will Never be Alone", "Hey Ellie" and "Hold On" are my recommend too. The latest thing i know about them is their website launch. So go click click goodboyjimmy.com for further. And search their Reverbnation for listen how sweet they are.

A Dream, A Fake, A Fuck

2011-05-24T22:37:00.000+07:00

D R E A M

You know bloggy, I feel like I should rewrite my about- 20th-age-post. Look above, the letters should be close, close and closer.

I miss write my blog on bahasa. I miss to be free. I miss to drew a mountain with the sun in the middle of it. I miss sang backstreet boys.

Hmm, semakin dekat dengan kata dewasa kita akan semakin merasa bodoh, tidak berguna, dan dituntut mandiri secara instan. Dan satu hal paling mendasar adalah dimana kata mimpi semakin pudar. Mimpi, harapan, dan realita pun tak kelihatan jaraknya.

Saya pernah bermimpi menjadi penulis. Menulis prosa, menulis khayalan dan menulis mimpi. Karena bagi saya terlalu banyak hal indah yang tak sempat saya capai, saya hanya sempat mencapainya melalui tulisan. Seperti merasakan udara di Paris. Saya sempat memimpikannya saat bermain monopoli sewaktu SD dan sekarang mungkin saya sempat menulisnya disini dan mungkin beberapa tahun lagi saya sempat menghembuskan nafas disana.

Contoh sederhana adalah mimpi menonton konser Paramore. Saya pernah menulisnya dalam post saya beberapa waktu lalu dalam wishlist dan voila bulan lalu resmi diumumkan bahwa Paramore akan ke Indonesia. Dan tinggal menunggu waktu untuk melihat mimpi itu menjadi kenyataan.

Sesederhana itu rangkaian mimpi, harapan dan realita, disaat kita semakin dewasa terasa semakin dekat dengan pencapaian-pencapaian. Seharusnya.

Sekarang saya bermimpi. Sekarang saya menulisnya. Sekarang saya memikirkannya. Sekarang saya mengusahakannya.

Entah mengapa saya senang menulis kata mimpi, dream. Saya rasa kata ini dapat meningkatkan sesuatu dalam tubuh saya. Saya selalu merasa khayalan saya itu akan terwujud dan pasti terwujud. Kadang saya tak peduli dengan berapa kadar kebodohan suatu mimpi, suatu harapan, suatu khayalan. karena bagi saya yang harus dipedulikan adalah kadar dimana prosentase pemikiran kita mengenainya.

Work hard. Bukan mengemis. Bukan meminta. Dan pencapaian bukan saat kamu menulis di twitter bahwa kamu belanja di Harrods.

Ride My Bike

2011-04-28T09:38:00.000+07:00

Bike is so hip right now! So glad to see this, isn't it? It's kinda happy to see the road full with eyes-catchy bike, to hear a-ring-ring bells, and also the fresh air. This one is my bike, i name it "unyutun".

My New Online Store

2011-03-16T13:12:00.000+07:00

hello bloggy! now you can find my stuffs and i sell 100% original Zara Blazer and other thingy at:

Sol. Et. Luna Store

so enjoy shopping :) or you can ym me if you want to know the items. Keep shop original things.

The Wish and The List

2011-03-11T20:51:00.001+07:00

One of my big wish was true this month. For yeah, I had done my fixie bike with my own money. And collect at least 2 oxford shoes. But still i have lot of wishes. So here they are, a few of.

iPad 2

Roxy's hat (for riding my fixie)

Paramore concert ticket

Morning sun at Paris. As always.

Purple Mini Cooper

Alexander Wang's shoes

Color Design Workbook

Mac make up kit

Oh pleaseee me want soo

Converse - Jack Purcell

I love Djenar!

Magnum Waffle de Aristocrat at Magnum Cafe jkt

please take me to GI

Old Lady Who Wears Straw Hat

2011-03-07T23:01:00.001+07:00

Everything can be cool and timeless. I randomly google-d and found those old pictures. Im officially falling in love with straw hat and these lady's old glasses. Who wanna wear these? there no "ancient" in fashion, i think. When you look Twiggy's style you'll say that too (but, she's too skinny and i dont like it!) And dont miss Audrey Hepburn! I love her so. Give a big attention for the shoes, you will like it. These pictures prove that.

The Good and The Bad

2011-02-15T21:50:00.000+07:00

If you feel good, think the bad side then you'll ready for the bad. If you feel bad, think that you are totally wrong. Everything is going to be cool if you think it's cool.

Aulia Rahmani.

Had the strength to take it higher.

Funny Little Time

2011-02-14T20:53:00.002+07:00

Actually I don't really love pink. But I've realized that I have few pink thingy. Yeah, I'm kinda blinded-shop-a-holic. It's funny when I saw my closet, even I've forget where and when I bought that things. Hmm I love my pink blazer, it looks like fresh, young and bite-able :) If you don't like pink, you should try wear "my pink" in this blazer. It fits on you and makes you fresher.

Zara basic pant is so hot and match-able :) I love Zara all the way. Add a vintage belt, and tuck it like my pic, voilaaa... cool! and for the last touch, black leather oxford shoes and vintage bag. Fresh and stylish.

Loc:

Matahari Dept. Store's rooftop

What I Wore:

Blazer: Oink! | Pant: Zara Basic | Plain White Tee: Big Jill

Shoes: Zara | Bag: Mulberry | Belt: Topshop

Bracelet: DIY, my mom's | Watch: Philip Ricci

After had an amateur photoshoot, my bf and I decided to go to MCd, here's the pictures :)

Me: Busy with blackberry, oh nooo! Eat a lot, life a long. Stupid aulley :)

Guess who!

Note: I never ever ever acclaim that I am kinda stylish one or whatever you said. I just add my comment for those thingy. Whats good on pink, black shoes and etc. It's just IMO. let me know your opinion(s) too. Click comment and be wise, put your name on it.

Wish a Great Birthday Gift

2011-02-05T18:39:00.001+07:00

Actually I had a long wishlist for my birthday gift. And I will tell you a few.
1. Fashion item such a bag, shoes, top, etc
2. Parfume. I usually wear Lovely (SJP), Burberry, and Still (JLo)
3. Holiday ticket
4. Gadget
5. Flowers
6. Sushi
7. Lalapan (What is it english name?)
8. Book but not a novel. I prefer a serious book, like marketing or business.
9. Concert ticket / DVD
10. Chocolate

and lucky me, my bf presents a great gifts for my birthday :)

A Suede Vintage Wallet and Roses Bucket

A Great Dinner at The Sister

A Good Lasagna

Everything will be great if there is a food and fashion.

LOST.

2011-01-27T14:42:00.000+07:00

Maybe someone will say that I'm totally failure, or maybe one of those people will say I'm totally cool. It's life.

In real life, many people have to lost, and many people also comes at the time. I can say goodbye at 4pm then say hello for something else at 4.15 pm.
It's life.

This post named Lost, sometimes i feel like it's better to lost in somewhere, which full of hope, without many people who always wants you to be down.

Loc:

Lapangan Lambawu (***)

Taken by:

@zzacke

Apparel:

Bag: Mulberry Alexa (if you want order it mention me @aulley)

Cropped blazer: flea market | Basic tee: Big Jill

Plaid skirt: tailor made | Leather oxford shoes: Zara

Belt: Topshop | Watch: Tokyo Flash Infection

Happy Birthday To Me

2011-01-19T11:51:00.000+07:00

As usual, I always been late to post "myself" thingy. Well, last January 12th I've been 20 years old. 20. May you think I'm getting old, getting mature, with 2 in front of my age numbers. maturity is not something I hate so. But honestly I hate the word "old". You know what it means to me?

20. it's not a tens, it's not teen. Though lot of people says maturity is not about age or whatever, but for my my age is my maturity meter. I count my maturity from what achievement i've been made, my future plans and my dreams. The number of plans, goals or dreams which achieves and in what age.

People says the more number in our age will stop our dreams. We cant make an "impossible" dreams, we cant imagine something as high as the sky and we cant out from reality.

I know it so wrong.

20. And I still love to make a dream. I always dream about how to be an inspiring writer, a successful fashion designer or a magazine editor. How it feels, the stuffs and etc about these ones. And what makes different between teens and tens? These dreams becomes a goal now.

When my friends laugh at my dreams, i know they are totally wrong.

Officially Fall in Love With "A Rocket To The Moon"

2011-01-11T21:43:00.000+07:00

I love being randomly stare at my laptop or pc, browse last.fm is kinda pleasure. Honestly, I frequently download the music files, it's illegal, what a shame. The reason is I hardly find indie music original stuff here.

This band called " A Rocket To The Moon". Fortunately, you can go on to their my space page (here) and buy their itunes album and new EP. This american pop band consists of 4 members, they are Nick Santino (Vocal/Guitar), Justin Richards (guitar), Eric Halvorsen (bass), and Andrew Cook (drums).

I officially fall in love with their songs. Easy listening, honest and romantic words (you know every girl loves it). Go on listen, "Like We Used To" or "Not A Second To Waste". Those songs are kinda ballad but still sounds rock and manly. Go to track 'On Your Side", beatly and romantic. Other good tracks such "Annabelle" and " I Think About You Everyday". A good album for insomniac ;)

I do listen "Like We Used To" as lullaby, Nick's voice totally great. Go buy their itunes here.

My Homey Mother Earth

2010-12-22T21:27:00.000+07:00

finally i post these photos. well as always, my bf and i take a picture, a fail project i named it (LOL) We found a great place named "Tidar", actually a hill and there are beautiful houses.

i didn't have a good mood to mix my clothes, so i decided to wore a basic thingy. take your eyes here :)

White Outerwear: from my mom old friend |Brown Blazer: My Mom's

Striped tank: Hammer | Jeans wash pant: Sg flea market

Shoes: Unbranded *my own product*

Watch: Tflash Infection | Sillybandz

Glad To Saw Endah N Rhesa

2010-12-12T17:33:00.000+07:00

About 6 months my team and I at mixth event organizer prepared this event. Mini Concert and Personal Branding Talkshow with Endah N Rhesa. Hard enough, especially for me as a conceptor. For honest, i kinda disappointed. I did a whole thingy, design, event concept, sketch decor and looked for sponsorship. But it paid so well, Endah N Rhesa was totally great. They were so kind with a superb talent. Indonesia must be proud to have them.

If you want to know them for further, take a click:
Official Website
MySpace
Facebook
Follow them at Twitter
Last.fm

whooa designed by myself :)

a great couple, Endah N Rhesa. Inspiring.

Sold out! nice perform :)

Ajeng and I, my best partner ever! she's also great at traditional dance.

Meet and greet @Ria Djenaka eat and coffee. good place good people!

How great malang is!

endah and I so yeaaah.

not good at all, i didnt sleep for at least a day.

rhesa and meeeeh

I'm Here I'm There

2010-11-25T21:49:00.001+07:00

Don't know why the weather was so random. Also my mind. not a good day actually, my boyfriend and I started to take some pictures, but we found a fail right there, there and there. these are our random and fail pics.

The greatest thing on this hectic and busy week is... my design will soon labelled as "abcdrs" clothline. Fyi, the owner of abcdrs asks me to draw some dress designs. Yippey it's kinda pleasure for sure. I will publish my first prototype, my own design right here. You can buy it online. can't waaaaaaiit :)

The other one which makes me so excited is Endah n Rhesa. To be honor, Im its organizer commitee. Feel so lucky. I make concept for talkshow and mini concert. And I designed the poster :) wish it could be so cool. It will be held on dec, 9th. Pray me for success.

Pop Attacked

2010-11-18T23:43:00.000+07:00

well said, i found a pop wall. my wardrobe isn't good enough unluckyly. all photos captured by my bf <3

basic tee: zara | skirt: details | shoes: amanda jane's

watch: tokyo flash infecton | bracelet: mom's | sunglasses: rayban

That Pink One and The Sun

2010-11-07T12:15:00.000+07:00

Did you believe in fairytale? Where everything seems sweet. It's like pink.

Do you love sunshine? When everything looks bright. It's great.

Black basic tee | Pink pants: Iconia | My bf's baseball jacket | Shoes: Amanda Jane's

Bali's bracelets | Watch: tokyo flash infection | Bag: Chisel | Sunglass: Rayban

Short Escape

2010-10-25T16:01:00.000+07:00

well, i had spent my last weekend at bali. yuuhuuu. bali was great as usual, a good place for short escape. this ones are photos from my blackberry device.

My Late Holiday

2010-09-22T09:13:00.000+07:00

Sorry for being late to say this.. Happy Ied and Minal Aidzin Wal Faidzin. I spent my Ied holiday almost at my room, I was sick. Totally suck actually. So, I decided to go to Museum Satwa at Batu, Malang with my bf last monday. He skipped his class -.-" and luckyly I was free. a late holiday, but it was awesome cause I felt like enjoy with the trip and no more traffic. And, I was really surprise with Secret Zoo, kewl. Ok, here is the picture taken by my BF. I love his wide lens :) And fyi,The Virgin's vc (Belahan Jiwa) shooted here.

Loc

Museum Satwa & Secret Zoo, Batu, Malang.

What I Wore

Blazer: Yuan, mangga dua | Basic Bat Tee: Connexion | Jeans Legging: Cotton club

Shoes: Amanda Jane's by be-bob | Bag: Chisel | DIY Chain Necklace

My Mom's Bracelet | Watch: Casio

Rate For This Place:

*****

Awesome!

I Am Wrong, You Are Jerk

2010-09-04T13:49:00.000+07:00

This is suck. Love cant fill it up. You are suck. Thanks jerk.

I Dream About These

2010-09-03T10:25:00.000+07:00

For honest, I'm kinda mommy's little girl. I always dream to be a backpacker, to visit and discover other world. Alone. I love these places so. Don't know why, I am terribly curious.

Socotra. Wikipedia defines Socotra as a small archipelago of four islands in the Indian Ocean.The island is very isolated and through the process of specification, a third of its plant life is found nowhere else on the planet. It has been described as the most alien-looking place on Earth (Hah? Surely?). Socotra is part of the Republic of Yemen. Sounds cool huh? For sure, Socotra's plant is something like plants in tales. Also the animals.

My senior at high school told me that her cousin who works as stewardess had been stay there. She said that Socotra's wind blew tightly and hotter than Indonesia. But, Beautiful.

My second dream is Istanbul. Istanbul is the largest city in Turkey and 5th largest city proper in the world with a population of 12.8 million, also making it the second largest metropolitan area in Europe by population, and the largest metropolitan city proper. I wanna join exchange in AIESEC and go to there, but something about financial is crap. huh. As I know in AIESEC, Istanbul is a great destination. But unfortunately, my friend who wears hijab rejected to be intern there.

Nothing is impossible, as long as you believe.

Socotra & Istanbul main info taken from Wikipedia

Click image for larger & link

Ashley Green, an Accessories Less

2010-08-28T12:13:00.003+07:00

Both team Jacob and team Edward know her. She is Alice in Twilight, yap, she is Ashley Greene. Let us see her looks.

And this one are my polyvore looks, I conclude that Ashley Greene is kinda simple one, she dont do too much accessories, good girl. I love plain style so. Heart you Ashley.

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Kinda Miss That Batik Time

2010-08-22T23:48:00.001+07:00

These ones aren't new. These pictures taken at Malang Tempo Doeloe 2010, it was held on May,2010. It a yearly festival in Malang. Everyone here was so excited to celebrate that. And so do I. The good point are . . We all wears BATIK and everything looks oldies & traditionally and of course Indonesia-ly. I visited about two times in a row. Here's some pictures taken by Agustian Wahyudi (Ambhika's BF) He's a talented guy, really.

In these pictures: Me (Blue Batik), My BF Zaki (Brown), Ambhika (Red Batik), I didnt find Tyan picture hehe.

Sun at Playground

2010-08-19T13:41:00.000+07:00

I always do stupid and kiddo thingy, it's like I do want to merry-go-round-ing or just skipping at park. And found this one, playground isn't a bad place :)

Tee: Airplane Systm || Slouchy pant: vintage jeans found at my wardrobe

Shoes: Amanda Jane's by be-bob || Bag: My mom's friend (Conte de Paris)

Silver Bracelets: Mom's || Sunglass: Sada's

Me Plain

2010-08-12T16:04:00.000+07:00

I love to wear something plain and simple. I just enjoy with it.

Basic tee: I bought at Giant || Denim short pant: I bought at Bugis Street, Sg

Brown oversize blazer: Mom's || White denim vest: Zara

DIY Bracelets || DIY Chain necklace

DIY: How To Make Bracelets

2010-08-11T16:00:00.001+07:00

Things that you need:
- Gelang plastik bekas
- Kain perca
- Double tape
- Koran bekas
- Cutter

Potong koran bekas dengan cutter. potong memanjang, just like image beside.

Lilitkan potongan koran pada gelang plastik bekas. Lakukan terus sampe kamu rasa cukup tebal. Lekatkan dengan double tape.

I use one time.

Cut cloth into layers like image beside.

Lilitkan potongan kain pada gelang yang sudah dilapisi koran, lakukan berulang-ulang sampai cukup tebal. Lekatkan dengan double tape.

I use 3 times.

Voila!! This is my DIY cute bracelets :)

Asap Project: DIY Thingy in this Juicy

2010-08-10T22:17:00.002+07:00

helloooo :) for honest, i love my blog now. this is not just about a corny thingy, love life, and my random thought, random emotion. this blog is more juicy now and then.

i've wrote so many reviews about fashion, music, photography, book, movie, video and random things. readable isnt it?

okay bloggy, i decided to write a new thing. this is DIY project. DIY stands for Do It Yourself. you can read few steps to make something. disapointed, i'll write it in bahasa, with a lil bit english there, so you can click googletranslate here :D i write in bahasa because i want to be a contributor for fashion magazine website (happy to hear that *.*)

other new thing is . . . i will add a rate for every review, it is like:

***** awesome, worth to try

**** nice, no regret

*** it's okay to know it or not

** for honest dont try it

* what the hell is it?

so catch this blog, first DIY project will appear tomorrow :)

Digital Lomography, Easy and Cheap

2010-08-07T10:51:00.006+07:00

First time I write about photography, I'm not expert there. I just want to share about photo editing software here. Who knows about lomography? or Lomo camera or at least toy cam?

Here we go. Lomography is a part of analog photography that uses Lomo camera. Lomo stands Leningradskoye Optiko-Mechanichesckoye Obyedinenie. A lil bit confused? I'll show you Lomo cameras and its results.

Diana

Action Sampler

Holga

I love those photos colour. Do you want to come in lomography world? Actually lomography isn't cheap anymore. For example, Diana F+ medium format with flash is about $90 as I saw at Amazon. And 120mm film is about IDR 60.000. And for photo finishing you have to pay about IDR 50.000.

So, here they are a cheap and easy Lomography. Photo editing software with lomo effects. I called as Digital Lomography. It's also fun tho isn't as fun as lomography. I usually use these software to edit the colour after a lil bit photoshoping. For me it's fun to edit a blur photo or an "ugly" photo with lomo effect.

List of digital lomography software (A good news, all crack software. Free.):

Poladroid (Download)
Toy Camera Analog Color (Download)
Instant Lomo (Download)

For Example, this is my twitter's avatar, taken at Bundaran HI, Jakarta with Blackberry Onyx camera and edited with Toy Camera Analog Colour.

And Poladroid is kinda fun, it makes your photo looks like polaroid, with camera capture sound and you must wait a minutes to see the result. Just like polaroid isn't it? Here is the tutorial of using Poladroid (Click)

Another way to make lomography effect is photoshop action. You can find it at deviantart. I do love my own experiment. Here my experiment with Photoshop.

Happy Digital Lomography-ing :)

He is Mr. Cool

2010-07-20T10:11:00.000+07:00

Stole Demi Lovato's Style

2010-07-19T07:46:00.002+07:00

Demi Lovato, 12 Agustus 1992, Actress, Singer.

Her daily style always great and simple. T-shirt, jeans and blazer are her must-fashion-thingy. stole her style and dont forget to add chain necklaces, boots, sunglass and you'll look great.

nautical

2010-07-04T10:36:00.003+07:00

when everything's on top don't forget how to fall.

this is it

2010-05-23T21:40:00.003+07:00

look at the world

dont be busy with your world

dont be busy with your virtual world

dont be busy with your blackberry or apple things

this is it

world is pretty amazing

if you want to see it deeply

hands down is remind me of you

2010-04-26T10:13:00.001+07:00

i just shuffled my playlist

i found it .

it's so you .

2010-04-05T22:41:00.002+07:00

see the beauty in everything

the beauty see in everything

see everything in the beauty

see everything , beauty(cally)

though it looks like kinda messy

it's beauty, right?

Gaga's Eyewear

2010-04-04T19:24:00.002+07:00

dearest bloggy :) im not catching up on this lovely blog , i just too busy to post .
this month i dont know why im getting interest with eyewear, and i just bought a vintage ray ban *picture by request hehe . maybe it happened since i love Lady Gaga . and this cool ones are Gaga's eyewear *i named it like that :) enjoy it .

Christian Dior

Marc Jacobs

Versace

Carrera

Marc Jacobs

Carrera

Cassius

Scott Wilson

source : google

I wont see you, but I cant

2010-02-19T00:01:00.002+07:00

i miss you

someone who texted me when my favorite one was playing

i miss you

someone who joined me at highschool canteen

i miss you

someone who gave me assignment and test

i miss you

someone who cheated in every test

i miss you

someone who skipped with me when i was boring with those books

i miss you

i really miss you

my highschool friends .

i dont know, it's so hurting me to see the reality that my highschool is over .

i miss them .

someone please take me , at least 7 months ago in my farewell nite .

$200 for blogger

2010-02-17T14:29:00.003+07:00

LuShae Jewelry enter a competition for blogger, every month we can win $200. it's so simple, we just display a badge of Lushae Jewelry (click here) on your blog then promote it (like i do now) and don't forget to enter your name, email and blog there. so you automatically participate the competition. for futher information click the badge on the top my side bar or on the top this post or click here

XOXO

i wannabe . . a writer at 20 something

2010-02-16T21:32:00.003+07:00

aulia rahmani, 20 something

an amazing-talented-writer :)

(amin!!!)

sometimes coffee is totally good

i believe it.

and starbucks-ing is totally hedon

it's fact.

insomnia isnt good

it's so doctor-ly.

insomnia is good .

it's so aulley .

write something tho it's not really important and sometimes junkie, i dont care.

i love to write, draw and write a word in a plain paper are so fun.

because my brain is not good enough to remember all the things,

and wrote these things into words is making me remember.

remember means we can actualize something.

try to write everywhere everything.

it is happening :)

2010-02-01T13:57:00.003+07:00

ANIMAL PRINT

rachel bilson

dolce and gabbana

erin wasson

SHOULDER DETAILS

beyonce knowles

karlie kloss

my stylescope today

2010-02-01T13:38:00.003+07:00

You'll overflow with charm and smarts this month. Even winning over the toughest teachers and most eligible boys at school will seem like a cinch!

waaa-aw-mazing :) honestly i love to read kinda horoscope like that, it's fun to read what will happen in your world. for fun i think it's okay . hmm anyway , charm and smart for this month ? amin :P check your own stylescope here

my wall , again .

2010-01-22T14:07:00.003+07:00

BULB
a light , a hope , a sanctuary
actually it's white
but it shows me a lot of colours
sometimes you dont know
what way are you in
and sometimes you take a shortcut

PRICKLY
a little thing , carefully thingy
i dont really know what it is
but the worth thing is to face that
though it hurts

it's life, make it live .

random thingy

2010-01-21T12:51:00.002+07:00

dear bloggy :) as usual , malang is raining again , the weather is so cold here .
3 days ago i did a faculty camp , an interest one , i learned so many things , such as how to cook rice manually and the good thing is I TOOK A BATH WITH COLD WATER . finally i caaaaan :) .

ok bloggy , dont you know my mr. the-new-better-one ? call him Zaki . it's better to know him i think . and my whole world goes really fun with him . thx God to take him here with me :))

the damn thing is my KHS (Kartu Hasil Studi) , i dont know what mark that i got . online system makes me crazy because i cant rembember the password , yeah sometimes technology isnt good enough for my brain hehe .

ok, bloggy next updates will appear soon , esp for apparel . xoxo love you !

sanctuary

2009-12-31T23:35:00.002+07:00

everything is going so fast
i dont think this will be
but the one i've known
i do have a sanctuary
who treats me well
and i do need it
i just wish i was right
for named it as a
sanctuary

happy new year bloggy :)

my black ipod nano's currently playing

2009-12-28T14:07:00.006+07:00

my insomnia got up and the one who fix it *instead makes me better , is ipod.

my recent played songs are :

dashboard confessional - screaming infidelities
vierra - perih
all time low - remembering sunday
sum 41 - with me *remembering me to gossip girl season 1, guess what scene lol .
stacie orrico - i'm not missing you
john mayer - dreaming with the broken heart
jojo - too little to late
paramore - when it rains
the corrs - love gives love takes
kerispatih - tapi bukan aku *my sista's love
busted - over now
the click five - empty
mayday parade - 3 cheers for five years
daniel bedingfield - if you're not the one
rihanna - take a bow
efek rumah kaca - desember *good indonesian band, you guys must listen to their ms.

sounds hurt? yeah a little .
i do listen hatebreed . lol . but almost a few months i do listen kinda music like that.
it's quite fine.
and i do wear a casual ones. not really fashionable, i dont know .
hmm , maybe need a long time to fix this broken .

and finally IT-GUY showed in my notifications.
oh, i dont want to be as special as before,
but i know we're not in this way.
and i accept it.
i just felt happy to see one thing on fb.
hmm, i know it's over, and i can forget you little by little.
corny one?
yeah i do, it's not problem being corny :)

wall room of what

2009-12-26T11:25:00.005+07:00

every girl loves her room
because

you are what your room looks like

i do love my private room
though it's just 4x4 ,
it's valuable and full of memories
esp my

WALL.

does she loves me too ?

2009-12-21T19:54:00.003+07:00

i just cant explain what
in my mind there's so many questions why
about you
who called as my mom

simple

i dont know why
you always make my tears down
you dont really care about me
you dont try to find me when im lost
and
you dont light me when im dark

dont you know that
i do try to make you proud

but
you dont understand

for God's sake
i always do all the right things
but why
you dont trust it

and all i gotta do is cry

mom,
why you always make me cry ?

thx camera, you make me smile for a while

2009-12-15T23:27:00.003+07:00

sometimes i am so tired
about a fake smile ,
about a dream ,
and reality rules .

the things refers to love .
as
we
might
know
.

it's YOU

2009-12-13T20:45:00.003+07:00

i know it's been so wrong
to expecting everything about YOU and ME
i'll go thru
and make sure that i dont miss you .

i cant be as patient as before
because it HURTS .

you know i wanna hold your hand
and tell I LOVE YOU .

but the truth tell me
we deserve to be happy each other
if it means HAPPY,
then i know

i'll be FINE
and
you'll be OKAY

cheers for you :)

i do listen Lenka - Anything I Am Not

2009-12-08T21:43:00.004+07:00

http://gogirlmagz.com/beta/entry/9563/anything-i-am-not

bloggy, i cant sleep , really , i just dont know how to start my assignment, so much paper to do :( i have wasted my time almost 3 hours for facebooking, twittering, and now im posting this fashion tag photo . feel free to comment it .

an insomniac project called OWL CITY

2009-11-18T20:45:00.003+07:00

electronic sounds of adam young's insomniac , i called it like that . his music inspired by disco and european electronic . started from 2007 , Adam Young released Owl City's first EP named "of June" and 2008 named "Maybe I'm Dreaming". it has millions play rate in myspace . then in 2009, Owl City's first major label released. check out Fireflies video here.
i heart this self-band damn much , cause all off song lyrics are simple and not about a corny love or emo *yeah it's not as "bloody" as secondhand serenade lyric*. i also love an old sound, or something like sounds from korg micro and Adam Young represents it . i hope he gets insomnia and makes a good sound and lyric for Owl City. enjoy it :)

hi, i am not a geek cause i have tumblr .

2009-11-15T21:50:00.002+07:00

hi bloggy :)
catch me at my tumblr

http://hellomorningsun.tumblr.com

tumblr is damn cool , and it's easy as 1,2,3 to make your random thingy looks really cooool <3

cassiopeia

2009-11-13T22:30:00.003+07:00

kadang terlalu bersemangat atas suatu hal itu BURUK . seperti saat kamu memainkan tuts2 di grand piano dengan penuh semangat , mungkin jika kadar semangat itu berlebihan maka nada yang terdengar bukanlah seindah yang kamu inginkan .
dan sebuah lagu yang sangat ingin aku mainkan melalui sebuah keyboard , bukan grand piano adalah lagu dari penyanyi korea yang bisa didownload disini.
hmm , kadang semangat memang perlu , tapi apa jadinya kalau kamu terlalu bersemangat untuk mencintai sesuatu , yang bahkan kamu tau kalau itu salah , itu benar2 salah .
seperti kamu sangat mencintai kopi dan terlalu bersemangat meminumnya , maka apa yang terjadi . . kadar kafein yang terlalu tinggi sangatlah tidak baik untuk tubuhmu .
demikian juga kalau kamu terlalu bersemangat untuk mengerjakan suatu proyek , kamu akan mendapat gangguan kesehatan dan keletihan .
itu yang aku dapat , dari terlalu bersemangat untuk sayang sama sesuatu yang ternyata sangat mengecewakanku .

oh God , Leighton is always aww-mazing !

2009-11-12T18:43:00.002+07:00

this girl is kinda amazing , her aristocrat face , her voice and her style . i love her daily style . check these ones out . . it's Leighton not Blair Waldrof :P

taktaken from http://images.teamsugar.com

I want her purple cluth bag :) and her geometrical dress is simple but really eyes catching .

taken from http://media.onsugar.com
her shoes and cardigan , yeah I love gray ! and also her vintage belt , maybe my mom had it . I hope so .

taken from http://stellarmagazine.files.wordpress.com
it's tye dye , and it's cool ! love this dress :)

taken from http://www.celebtv.com
simple and comfortable , yeah like this .

taken from http://files.myopera.com
yeah you guys must have those items :)

shitty thingy

2009-11-01T12:09:00.004+07:00

hey bloggy, yesterday was halloween , ok it's not my culture but it was so fun to see a costume party here .
this weekend went worse and worse tho it was fun when i met my beloved bff , ista , and i had 3 days holiday. but, the shitty thingy *i name it like that* happened again . i dont mean to a bit corny , the thing is about him . such a weirdoooo thing , i dont know why it really hurts . and he never never know it . seems like i do misplaced heart and i go wrong , i named his contact as CURSED GUY , kinda funny? corny i guess , yeah i went so corny and a bit emo because of crazy and weird thing called love . and love sometimes really hurt me .

rather to have a bad day with you than to have a good day without you .

dont say it's over now

2009-10-14T09:35:00.003+07:00

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart
blue - best in me

it really really hurts when i have to realized that those lyrics aren't as sweet as hears before. and don't you know that my text this morning was so sincere. honestly i dont wanna make you feel guilt or whatever. maybe youre the one, the one i was looking to find. it's hard to say that it's over now. kinda suck to tell you that all my time wasted on you, and u said that it couldnt be more serious than i've expected. but boy all you must know is that i love you as much as you want and im not a demander.
sorry if this post is too corny . dedicated to initial F .

almost five p.m

2009-09-15T16:59:00.004+07:00

many many things ran in my head. i didnt find a way to share. i didn't know how to call it.
turned on this pc and played mp3s.
yeah, new found glory. all downhill from here. an english proverb.
i dont want this situation happened again. maybe i lied myself. it's past. past. so yesterday and it's gone.

next song is taken back by you. and i know for sure, it's my now.

This is my relapse
That I've succumb to
I went through things no one should have to
I could have never let this slip
I could have let this slip

And everything I do it reflects you
You went through things no one should have to
I could have never let this slip
I could have let this slip

And all those things you say out of nowhere
I'm taken back by you
And all those places that you've shown me
I'm taken back by you taken back by you

This is the future, can we save it?
We've done things no one thought we could do
This is the picture, can you paint it?
We could have let this slip

And nothing beats not knowing what's
Gonna happen next
For all the nights you've held me so long
I'm taken back by you, taken back by you

Yeah I owe, everything to you
Every darkness, I'll shine through
I have doubts, don't blame me
Don't let this slip, don't let this slip

maybe i'm too corny to tell. i just can describe it with these songs.

jeans outerwear is happening (again)

2009-09-10T13:07:00.005+07:00

taken from : aulley's looklet account

almost everyone loves jeans much. even they're not a stylish one, but i bet they have a jeans in their closet. how bout jeans shirt, jacket an other outerwear? are they so yesterday???
let open your old closet or your mom's. maybe you'll find them there.
now, it's happening again ! as an outwear, you can mix it with plain white dress, tanktop, even a tartan shirt. its blue colour is easy to be mix and match. here some pictures from A-list celebrity. check out their style!

pictures taken from google.com

agyness deyn

alexa chung

mandy moore

kimberly walsh

you are the things that makes this right

2009-09-05T22:21:00.002+07:00

here i am, i just know a little bit about life.
and i already know, that true friends are really really hard to find.

i'm missing you . much .

i need you to share, to laugh, to cry.
and i know our world seems to be different, we are too busy with our new life, with our lecturer's assignment, with our reference books.
i dont need a famous badge in this new place.
i just need my old place and its fun, its simple thing.

i just can't keep it inside my head.

i miss you, pon, sada, andin, saski, nc, blaster . damn much .

good morning my country, INDONESIA !

2009-09-03T12:45:00.002+07:00

dear bloggy !
malang's weather is so hot right now and badly , i'm fasting :) , hmm , about hours ago I browsed few pages . about INDONESIA . beside an earthquake that happened yesterday, bomb and terrorism , i found so many pages about culture, tourism, and beautiful places . and also I found a great article written by Indonesian blogger here. as an Indonesian , of course I'm so disappointing with malaysia's claim. but, actually I'm regreting with Indonesian. why ? yup, as we all know, we have so many many culture, ethnic, even language and island. but why, there's just a little who struggle for indonesia's culture existency. honestly I said thankfull to malaysia (of course not for the claim), because those claims, we can see TARI PENDET, REOG PONOROGO, WAYANG at our tv . consciously , if we want our culture have an existency, one thing that must we do . . love them, learn them, and spread them.

those are video from indonesian artist, it's pretty cool .

saykoji - copy my style again courtesy: youtube

panji pragiwaksono - kami tidak takut courtesy: youtube

and this is the coolest one ,

tari pendet BALI, INDONESIA courtesy: youtube

i love INDONESIA and thats all i really know

posting edisi puasa ah

2009-08-29T20:22:00.002+07:00

wah gak kerasa udah puasaan hhe . udah dapet berapa hari yah ? 8 yah ?
puasa taun ini saya merasa berat . kenapa ?
yang pertama , puasa hari pertama tepat abis ospek , ospek yang penuh derita disambung dengan puasa , huahhhh .
trus saya sibukkkkkk , bahkan udah beberapa kali nggak solat ashar .
teraweh banyak bolong T.T
tahajud juga .

jadi mikir , mungkin kemaren pas jatuh dari motor itu pertanda yah .
kalo saya sering lupa sama Allah , padahal Allah nggak pernah lupa ngasih nikmat sama saya sedetik pun . .
maafin saya ya Allah . . i'll try betterrrrrrr , i swear .

hidup itu memang sebuah pilihan , jadi saya akan hidup kalau saya memilih

2009-08-09T00:12:00.002+07:00

saya termasuk orang yang nggak bersyukur , saya akuin deh . kenapa ? disaat banyak orang bingung cari kuliahan , sya malah dapet 2 . ilkom UB sama DKV UM . dan sumpah memilih keduanya itu sulit banget . ortu sama sekali nggak bantu saya buat menentukan pilihan ini . oh totally , saya bingung . belum lagi tentang pilihan lain . tentang temen , cinta2an , bahkan sampai menentukan harus sms apa gak .
smua itu tetep tentang satu hal . MEMILIH . jujur emang memilih bukan hal yang mudah .
tapi katanya hidup adalah pilihan , berarti saya wajib memilih kalau mau hidup .
hmm , sayangnya saya kurang dewasa dalam menghadapi pilihan2 itu , dan sayangnya lagi sepertinya gak ada yang bisa diharapkan untuk menemani saya dalam menghadapi pilihan2 ini .

benar , malam ini saya benar2 butek .

bahkan nulis aja udah nggak nyambung gini kan . mungkin emang kalo ngeliat saya aslinya , nggak akan tahu kalo saya sedang sebingung ini . saya terbiasa nampak santai2 saja dari luar .
itu mungkin yah jeleknya saya , jadi harus mengahapi semuanya sendiri , tanpa ada yang tahu kalo saya ini juga anak biasa yang bisa sedih , bingung , YAH SEPERTI MALAM INI .
perasaan saya nggak karuan . gak tau kenapa . gak bisa tidur .

pengen nangis . tapi gak bisa .

entah besok saya bangun dengan wujud apa , yang jelas perut saya juga ikutan mules gara2 durian montong tadi . hmm .

my next miracle finally happened !

2009-08-01T08:31:00.003+07:00

abis maghriban baca sms dari sada, suruh ngeliat hasil snmptn . langsung deh nyalain komputer buluk ini . bingung awalnya , emang udah ada yah jam segitu . googling2, akhirnya nemu link . saya masukin deh nomer peserta 309-55-00424 . gak tau knapa perasaan saya plain banget, malah saya kira gak bakal muncul, soalnya kan harusnya jam 00.00 tuh . eh. . beberapa detik kemudian muncul sebuah tulisan yang bikin saya menganga . . SELAMAT! Aulia Rahmani anda diterima di fak. ilmu komunikasi univ. brawijaya . langsung dengan polos bilang " wihh diterima on . . " otomatis papa sama mama yang rame mbahas teroris langsung noleh, adek2 langsung diam sejenak . dan saya terpaku . . pilihan pertama boyy !!! saya anak ipa dan blajar ips cuma hitungan hari !! betapa ajaibnya . . i know that GOD does exist :) trus dengan cepet langsung update status fb dan sms temen2 . dan lebih senengnya lagi, temen saya yang lolos snmptn banyakkkkk banget , di UI, ITB , smuamua deh . walopun ada temen2 saya yang belum beruntung . mungkin emang belum jodoh mereka . udah ahh gak banyak ngomong . . THANKSOOO GOD !! love YOU !! love you too bloggy . muahhhh :)

so is it an academy award uh ?

2009-07-06T00:06:00.003+07:00

mungkin kalau aku adalah Bella Swan , aku ingin kamu sebagai Edward Cullen yang bisa membaca pikiranku , bukan Edward yang hanya nggak bisa membaca pikiran Bella . tapi sebaliknya , aku justru ingin kamu cuma tahu pikiranku . aku ingin kamu tau apa yang aku rasakan tanpa aku harus memberi tahu .
mungkin kalau aku adalah Juliet dan kamu adalah Romeo , aku ingin cepat mati saja . agar bisa bersamamu tanpa ada orang lain . karena kamu tahu , jika kita hidup tapi nggak akan pernah bersama, itu terasa lebih menyakitkan .
mungkin aku bukan Blair Waldrof yang aristokrat dan mampu membuatmu jatuh cinta dalam sekejap dan bahkan aku juga bukan Hermione dalam kisah Harry Potter .
dan kamu mungkin akan jadi kamu yang nggak bisa aku deskripsikan .
dan aku juga akan tetep jadi seperti ini , yang jelas bukan yang kamu inginkan .

*so bloggy it was so funny when i was writing this . but maybe i woke up too early and i didnt find u there even in my dreams .

tentang SNMPTN

2009-07-02T13:15:00.001+07:00

huahh , akhirnya . IT'S DONE . ya walaupun masih nggak tau hasilnya . yang pasti ini meringankan 1 beban . ah saya nggak mu cerita detilnya gmana . intinya , tahun ini susah . penuh dengan penalaran . sepertinya saya harus banyak berdoa ya . wish me luck bloggy :)

dan kamu serta hidup ini semakin membuat saya tidak mengerti

2009-06-27T15:26:00.002+07:00

ok , mama papa , saya memang bukan anak yang baik . ok , saya manja . tapi please , saya sudah 18 tahun !! sadarlah mama papa kuuuu . aku bukan dina yang masih kelas 1 SD yang makan harus disuruh , dianterin kemana2 . sadarlah mama papa , aku bisa mandiri kok . liat kan ?? aku bisa kok kemana2 sendiri , ngatur uang sendiri dan bertanggung jawab pada diri sendiri . please , saya butuh kepercayaan . and , for God's sake , saya gag akan menyianyiakan kepercayaan itu .

dan kamu juga , aku nggak ngerti apa yang ada di otakmu . kamu tahu , kamu seperti lagunya katy perry , HOT AND COLD . begitu berubah-ubah . dan aku bener2 males . sayangnya aku memang bodoh sampai nggak tahu lagi harus berlari kemana . nowhere to run even run to see you .

sedikit saja sebuah rasa yang bener2 saya inginkan saat ini . saya cuma butuh sedikit dari kalian . apa itu nggak bisa dan susah sekali ?

hey world !! looking thru my eyes . .
hello dan goodbye , nggak tau apa yang akan saya ucapkan , mungkin hellogoodbye aja , seperti nama band :) and u know what , here in your arms by hellogoodbye is ringing in my head rite now !

2009-06-26T16:41:00.001+07:00

RIP MICHAEL JACKSON

2009-06-24T22:34:00.001+07:00

dear bloggy , cuma kabar kabur ajah , SAYA LULUS kok !! hhe . dan sekarang lagi sibuk blajar buat snmptn . walaupun sma sekali nggak semangat . knapa ? karna kayaknya yang kuliah tu ortu gw aja . semua pilian yang milih ortu . jadi yang kuliah sapa coba ?
dan saya dinyatakan STRESS berat karena ini .
entahla . males mikir !

2009-06-12T13:11:00.002+07:00

all american girl (carrie underwood) is so ringing in my head . i wish i coul be a new yorker for a while . huehe . ok folks , for almost 2 weeks later i will be really BUSY . july . 1 . 2009 . snmptn . it looks like pretty hard .

but , the one which makes me really afraid is monday . june . 15 . 2009 . PENGUMUMAN UAN . just one sentence i've been said . wish me luck , saya lulus ya ALLAH .

and maybe , i'll update this lovely one so rare . hiatus for a while . hha .
wish me luck bloggy yeah !!!!

quick post about my next step

2009-06-02T00:00:00.003+07:00

dear bloggy , seem its been so long i didnt keep my fingers , right on this keyboard . hmm , actually i have no a good story except my daily activities . yap , almost three weeks i do a shit thing called "INTENSIF SNMPTN" and u know , i take IPC , so it means that i must learn both , IPA and IPS *sigh*. this course begins at 12.45 till 18.00 . a little bit crazy huh ? oh maybe it isnt time to complaint .

uhmm , there was so many (oh lebay) friends who asked the same question . MENGAPA SAYA MEMILIH JURUSAN IPS PADAHAL SAYA ANAK IPA ?? first , i used to love math and friends and i used to choose enginering when i was at first year till a few months ago . but about 1 month ago i make a decision . . COMMUNICATION as my current mayor obsession . for a few reasons . here they are , first , my parents didnt want to let me go outside malang , second , my dad is an ex-announcer and he still work at local radio and tv station and the last , i prefer DKV actually , but u know , ITB is too far and expensive , so . . i thought communication is closed with DKV :D

juli 1 , is the day , SNMPTN . normally , i got a inferior feelin , worried , and sometimes afraid . for sure , i need a SUPPORT . for everyone . i dont know why , supports can be a power for me , it's like when u was playing soccer , suporter could be the 12-th player . even my old "obsession" , i wish he could be my supporter and the reason why i still at malang . and buddies , with laugh with them everyday , it could be a more energy for me . and parents also . and hows foe ? ohh , i dont have a foe ! hha . i just bet . hmm , FYI , a happy feelin also can be an inner supporter for me . of course , i must STUDY ( oh shit word ) . KODING GO , KODING SOAL2 , KUMPULAN SOAL IPC 8 TAHUN . ohhhhhhhhhhh it is driving me insane INSTANTLY!!

ok , its soo morning buddy ! ill go to sleep .

cherios bloggy :)

tears by vierra

2009-05-20T19:58:00.002+07:00

salah satu lagu yang paling saya suka di debut album vierra , judulnya tears . agak2 emo , trus ada widy-vokalis- yang scream di akhir lagu yah walopun cuma 1 kalimat . here is the lyric ,

TEARS
Vierra
My First Love
2009

would you stop all the lines
coming out from your mouth
isn't my stories not enough
too much lies for me
so please forgive me

your car , my house , our phone
where are the memories lies

all the tears that aren't wasted
all the anger that exploded
all the things that we've been through
wouldn't pay a thing if we end this

this is just the half part
half part of my lyrics

download lagu tears dari vierra melalui rapidshare klik disini

enjoy folks :D

gogirlmagz.com , not another indonesian webmagz !

2009-05-14T13:19:00.003+07:00

waw , it's a screen capture of gogirlmagz.com . watta cool site , huh ? dan kalo dicompare2 sama wesite majalah lain , kayaknya web ini paling2 bagus dalam segi apapun .mulai dari design sampai content2nya . interaktif banged ! untuk bisa manfaatin semua fasilitas di web ini, tentunya harus sign up dulu . gampang kok , lebih gampang dari bikin facebook . setelah itu , kita bisa deh narsis2an . dan yang paling gw suka adalah fitur fashion tag . disini kita bisa upload foto kita trus ngetag fashion item yang kita pake disitu :))

ohh , i can't convey it into words . lol .

takes a click here for fun . XOXO :*

i do what i love and i love what i do !

2009-05-12T21:33:00.004+07:00

Secara general I love my job (writing), karena gue hidup dari hal yang gue senangi, dan ini berarti gue menyenangi hidup gue. Sedangkan gue nulis blog, karena gue emang dari dulu terbiasa menulis blog, dan agak aneh untuk engga nulis blog sama sekali. Plus, blog gue sekarang juga lebih jadi semacam sarana kabar-kabaran ke pembaca, dan tempat gue “pemanasan” sebelom bener-bener ngelanjutin nulis buat buku. Sekarang motivasi gue menulis buku, karena gue gak kepengen jadi “orang biasa aja”.. - Raditya Dika, writer

i think it's a great quote . and it's really really motivate me . im agree with him . i guess it's kinda weird when i must stop to do my old habit . of course if it's a positive one , never let someone to stop . never never listen to her/him .

pursue ur dream , it's not a kinda naive . i think , someone who has to pursue his/her dream is a real hero . and u know , doing something that u really wants is really great . if u loves fashion , do something right bout fashion . if u love music , colour ur day with ur own music . . and bla bla bla .

takes ur chance before time stop u , start right now and go to catch ur dream !

looks casual in loose tee

2009-05-12T21:08:00.004+07:00

my newest set on polyvore . hmm , loose tee is really hit in indonesia nowadays . and u know , the reason why i love loose tee is . . , it can wore by all size body , it looks fabulous if u can match with cute things such as cute necklace , shawl , hat ,cute bangles and sling bag . especially for plain one .
and if we wears it with pants , i recommend gladiator shoes , and if u want to wear it with skinny jeans or legging or stocking , flat shoes and sneakers is really good .

so take attire with loose tee !

my polyvore display name : aulley

aku akan terus melakukan apa yang aku suka

2009-05-10T21:23:00.002+07:00

i don't know where to start actually .

menulis . aku sangat suka dengan hal yang satu ini . seperti orang lain . setiap orang tentunya punya hobi masing2 kan ? ada yang suka masak , main musik , jalan2 , dan lain2 . menurutku , hobi adalah hak setiap individu . asal hal itu nggak negatif dan pada jalurnya aku rasa sah2 aja . yang nggak sah adalah orang yang nganggur . menyia-nyiakan waktu , padahal waktu adalah uang . hhe .

sejak kecil aku sudah suka dengan menulis . menulisi tembok contohnya (semua anak kecil juga gtu tauk!) . pas SD aku punya sahabat , andriana namanya . sampek sekarang sih dia sahabatku yang baek bgd :)) . dia suka baca crita2ku yang dulu lebih terpengaruh sama novel2 cantik . maklum anak sd . tapi lucu jg waktu aku baca crita itu lagi . hhe . crita cinta yang polos bgd .

sampai aku sekarang umur 18 tahun aku suka bgd sama kegiatan ini . sejak smp aku sudah punya blog . dari yang namanya meversustheworld , lialele , sampai blog ini yang terakhir untuk saat ini . dan baru detik ini aku nggak mengerti apa yang salah dengan caraku menulis .

selama bertahun2 aku nggak pernah diprotes orang . mungkin ini membuatku egois . aku suka menulis apa saja di blog . mungkin yang paling sering yah ttg kehidupanku . namanya juga blog , daripada ngomongin org mending ya ngomongin diri sendiri . narsis dikitlah . raditya dika aja bisa kaya dari hasilnya menulis ttg hidupnya .

hmm , aku sangat nggak mengerti . bnar2 nggak mengerti . mungkin orang yang menganggap tulisanku di blog ini salah nggak pnah liat blog sbelumnya yah . . jutaan blog didunia maya ini rata2 adalah blog seperti ini . menulis apa yang dia suka . aku suka bajunya avril , yah aku tulis . aku suka lagunya peskins yah aku tulis . aku lagi sedih , daripada marah2 kan mending ditulis . let the world know menurutku lebih enak daripada harus disimpen sendiri .

aku menerima semua masukan kok , dan lebih baik masukan itu langsung disampaikan . kalo misalnya dalam caraku menulis ada yang salah yah tolong bilang .

aku suka menulis dengan bahasa campur2 . tau knapa ? aku pengen bisa . dari jaman dulu aku nggak pnah les bahasa inggris , makanya mungkin aku kalah sama temen2ku yang pada les . les itu sangat mahal . aku lebih suka belajar lewat internet , film dan buku . murah , dan bisa digunakan tiap hari lewat blog ini .

aku suka mereview apa yang sudah aku liat , baca , dengar dan rasakan lewat blog ini . karna apa ? karna aku suka berbagi apapun yang aku tahu . dan berbagi itu selama ini nggak pnah merugikanku . aku selalu dapat info baru setiap aku berbagi info dg orang lain .

blog ini dari dulu nggak pnah merugikan . mungkin yang nggak punya blog nggak akan pnah merasakannya . but , believe it , being honest when u do something will be really fun . it never makes u dying .

lewat blog ini banyak orang yang aku knal . mengenal orang baru bnar2 enak , dapet ilmu baru tentunya . dan rasanya seneng bgd ngeliat shoutbox atau komen dengan nada simpati . i can't convey it into words . walaupun ada juga yang ngeritik . tapi aku suka dengan smua ini .

dan ketika ada yang bilang menulis blog adalah kegiatan ngartis . . menurutku itu adalah perkataan bodoh . mungkin mereka yang mengatakan itu belum mengerti bahwa hobi itu bukanlah acara ngartis . raditya dika , adithya mulya , dan banyak lainnya . . mereka toh sudah membuktikan .

maav ya kalo selama ini aku menulis hal yang salah . tapi sumpah aku cm ingin brusaha jujur sama siapapun dg menulis apa yang aku suka . dan ini akan terus kulakukan . mungkin aku bukan orang yang pintar , tapi aku akan menulis hal2 yang bermanfaat untuk smuanya . beritahu aku jika ada hal yang merugikan disini . terimakasih buat smua temen2 blogger . dan buat orang yang menilai apa yang aku tulis itu ngartis , semoga menemukan hobi yang lebih baik dari menulis . suatu saat jika Allah memberi jalan , aku ingin jadi penulis yang besar . amin . i'll keep typing on this space :)

better morning :)

2009-05-08T16:38:00.000+07:00

I woke up too early tho I was getting sleep at 1 am .
bunch of things ran on my mind , I practically wanted to have something new and scratched all the bad .
the bad , I guess it's like rethorical questions . and I don't know why i keep it .

I kept thinking about all the things I’ve done when "believing" from the calling was playing with low sound .
so many things I've done and some of it i did it wrong .
and u know , changes some old habit into better or maybe best is really really hard .

last night , it was telling me and made me learn about how to mend . some of friends let me know about their problem . i felt like i'm not alone . and the great part was jamban's note . i was notifying that he's could be a great writer such as raditya dika . lol .

my room was meekly silent this morning . well after the calling , I played "I woke up in a car" from something corporate . i set the sound louder . then , I said to myself , could i mend all my problemo ?
university's major , mom dan dad obsessions , my current dream , friends , and some problemo about GUY . i thought sluggish , hhmm , maybe a constant life could be better .

about 11 am , I ride my mom's black mio . I met my friend . she looked messy enough . then she told me about her problem . ohh , luckily , i've realized (again and again) that EVERYONE HAS A PROBLEM . I'm not the one who got something miserable . and u know what , share it could be so great instead of chocolate or hanging out ! hha . my curent mood is better :)

my current mood is bla bla bla

2009-05-07T23:36:00.002+07:00

insomniacs , makes me think about what i should think in these few days . and u know , i signed in my FB about 9.30 pm , chat with some friends , wall-ed , as usual but now i've realized that not only me who have problemo .

everyone has .

ok , i'm not better than any of them . but it was so happy when u shared ur problem , gave an advice even told a joke . i guess , it can mend ur bad .

maybe , tell a problem sometimes could be so hard . but , now i know , bury ur problem is harder than that .

actually , we don't really need a solution . what we need is relieve some poison in our brain .

give an advice also can increase our good mood (instead better than chocolate) . and don't forget a smile or even laugh .

tell it , maybe u'll be better . everyone can be for everyone else . don't ever think that u walk alone .

oh , can i called it as an evilside ?

2009-05-05T15:39:00.003+07:00

setiap orang , gw rasa setiap orang punya sesuatu yang jahat dalam dirinya. no matter how "angel" they are . and i do . kadang yang kita gag tau adalah gimana memanage pikiran2 evil itu yang tiba2 muncul . rasa pengen marah2 dan sebel sama orang , lalu muncullah doa2 kejam dari mulut kita . sometimes i did it .

just like today .

tiba2 gw pengen ngeliat orang yang udah bener2 nyakitin gw itu nangis . nangis sejadi2nya . gw pengen dia sakit . lebih sakit dari gw . but the question is ,

mungkinkah Tuhan mengabulkan doa2 buruk itu ???

mungkinkah , semua kejahatan harus dibalas dengan kebaikan ? sounds like a drama . . . kayak sinetron bgd . sebenernya boleh gag sih kita jahad sama orang yang bener2 udah ngejahatin kita ??? gw pengen banged jawabannya bisa . mungkin kalian berpikir gw jahad , but it's better if look at urself , everyone does .

polyvore !

2009-05-01T21:23:00.003+07:00

sebenernya bingung juga mw posting apa . tapi gag tau kenapa jd pengen posting .

hmm , tau polyvore ? polyvore itu semacam situs social network mirip facebook, fs , gtu2lah , tapi bedanya . . . boleh dibilang disini adalah social networknya para fashionista . seru lhooooo ! kayak maen game . disini kita bisa mix and max in apapun fashion yang kita mau . dan gampang ! tinggal drag and drop ajah . bim salabim , jadilah page mirip di majalah gogirl!

mirip kayak page pertama gw ini :

dan karna malem ini gw gag ada kerjaan , gw mutusin untuk ber-polivore saja . gw belom dapet gaji mennn ! tapi sumpahhhh , polyvore keren banged . bagus buat nyalurin kebetean dari pada maen rock legends . hha .

emang gw gila !

2009-04-26T21:17:00.002+07:00

2 pos dalam sehari ? yap , emang gw gilaa . loveee this blog so damn much .

kamu tau , aku sangad terinspirasi sama lagunya vierra yang seandainya .

check this cool one here .

banyak pelajaran disaat kita terjatuh

2009-04-26T17:36:00.002+07:00

adzan maghrib baru aja berlalu , dan gw masi mendekam di depan kompie dengan modem adsl yang kelap kelip . sementara itu bokap stay tune di metro tv , yang tetep dengan berita siapa pendamping sby di pilpres juli ??? sampe bosen dengernya , mending nonton nba di espn ato sekalian ajah nonton hannah montana . dan saad gw ngulik2 fb , tiba2 gw pengen posting . tentang pengalaman gw kemaren , dan banyak pelajaran yang gw dapet kmaren .

terjatuh memang sakit , pas kecil ajah waktu jatoh dari sepeda sakit kan ??? tapi saat kita terjatuh dari sepeda itu , kita akan belajar dari kesalahan yang mengakibatkan kita jatuh . contohnya kita jadi tau kalo itu got , bukan kasur .

seperti gw , yang baru saja terjatuh dan merasa begitu sakit . gw jadi menyadari banyak hal yang selama ini gw lupakan dan ternyata merekalah yang benar2 selalu ada buat gw . dan semua orang yang gw anggap tulus selama ini ternyata hanyalah seorang manusia munafik ! yang jelas2 nikam gw dari belakang , padahal gw udaa baikk bgd . dan gw sadar kalo selama ini dia itu cuma memanfaatkan gw untuk keegoisannya ! orang macam apa sebenernya dia ??

untuk apa sih punya temen yang selalu jealous sama kita ? gag worth , dan hanya membuang waktu . dan gw sangad nyesel telah ninggalin temen2 lama gw , padahal mereka selalu ada bahkan saat gw terjatuh . dan teman yang munafik ini malah senang di saat gw jatuh dan dia akan menjerumuskan gw ke masalah yang lebih dalam .

damn ! dan gw baru sadar skarang , banyak kebohongan yang dia lakukan . oh GOD , kenapa gw buta banged selama ini ???? kenapa ???

yang penting , gw uda menemukan lagi dunia gw yang sempet dicuri oleh kemunafikkan . menyesal sekali gw pernah punya seorang teman ( atau sahabat tepatnya ) yang selalu tidak mau kalah dengan orang lain , gag suka liat kesuksesan orang lain , dan ingin lebih , lebih dan lebih .

dan jujur , gw punya evilside yang mengingikan dia terjatuh begitu dalam . kenapa ?? karna gw pengen liat dia menangis dan menyadari kemunafikkannya itu akan membunuhnya sendiri . ketidaktulusannya akan membunuhnya sendiri . hmm , jahad gw . entahlahh . mungkin ini hanya luapan emosi gw yang telah difitnah habis2an . hmm , tapi tanpa gw sadari , dia mulai mendapat balasan satu per satu . bukan ! bukan gw yang ngedoain ! gw cuma berharap dia tau , apa arti terjatuh dan gag punya siapa2 bahkan uang sepeserpun .

VIERRA's first love

2009-04-25T08:39:00.002+07:00

sebuah band yang happening akhir2 ini . band dengan vokal widy , keyboard& piano kevin aprilio , raka cyril pada gitar dan satrianda sebagai drummer ini menyajikan musik yang ear catchy dan easy listening . aransemennyapun boleh dibilang beda sama band2 indonesia lain yang kedengeran seragam . meski di single pertamanya , dengarkan curhatku , kental sama suara2 keyboard , tapi over all isi album my first love nggak melulu mengandalkan kevin aprilio sebagai frontman band ini . coba denger lagu tears , no atau bersamamu , gitar dan drumnya lumayan kental . apalagi pada lagu tears , scream di akhir lagu sipp banged ! satu bukti lagi bahwa band ini beda sama band2 komersil lainnya .

liriknya pun kuat , dan terdengar remaja banged . nggak sok2 puitis . dengerin aja bintang , jadi yang kuinginkan & to nessa . tapi aransemen yang paling gw suka ada di lagu seandainya , walaupun kedengeran kevin banged . lol .

imo , debut album vierra ini emang wajib beli . dan dijamin gag nyesel kalo uda beli . cocok di segala suasana . hhe . dan , menurut gw , kata2 orang2 itu bener2 salah . kevin membuktikan bahwa dia nggak sekedar mendompleng nama ortunya . dia uda membuktikan bahwa musikalitasnya nggak kalah sama kedua orang tuanya , uda gtu cakep lagi . hahahaha .

sukses deh vierra , semoga nggak jadi another d'masiv yang hanya bisa meniru , jangan jadikan musik indonesia sebagai guidang plagiator !

well done :)

2009-04-24T16:12:00.002+07:00

i'm missing u badly my silly blog :) and uan was driving me insane , first of all , i couldn't imagine how can i pass it . but , i did it well . hha . such a dream . well , 5 days later seemed like a hell . i spent my (almost) time in my room . i was so DARK .

first day , i got bahasa indonesia , yeahh , i'm truly indonesian . but , it's been so hard for me to find the main idea of any paragraph . i guess it's just . . pertanyaan gag penting . almost my mates said that bahasa was so hard to do . and next , i got biology , not expected . i'm not so well in memorized lesson , but i think , i passed it well .

ok , second day , i got english . my favourite lesson :)

third day ( well , i called it as HELL day ) , i couldn't expect ! math was soooooooooooooo shit ! more more more more more hard than physics i bet . i can't convey how hard it is into a word .

fourth day was physics , scary lesson . lol . but almost said that they did it well . ( saya juga dongg . amin )

the last one , chemistry . i love this part mostly :) thx my mr. untitled . tho the cctv in my class did a shit rotation .

well , ( capek gw ngomong bahasa inggris ) i hope i get the best result , tho it'll not perfect , but it can be perfect for my life , hopefully .

thx folks for ur attention !

LULUS . amin !

2009-04-17T08:49:00.002+07:00

lama gag posting . knapa ? yap , karena uan ! paling gw cuma buka kompie buat fesbuk-an . hari ini gw memutuskan buat posting karena tanggal 20 april smakin dkat . gw cuman minta doa dari smua pembaca blog gw . doain bisa ngerjain soal uan denga tenang dan lancar , dimudahin dalah hitung menghitung , smoga jawaban ngaco saya bener , dan LULUS . masuk ptn yang oke juga . amin .

smua temen2 doain syaaa lulus yahh !

doa anda sangad saya butuhkan :)

all i want , it was so simple

2009-03-21T20:42:00.003+07:00

blog ini adalah satu-satunya hal yang bisa sangat kupercaya akhir2 ini . benar2 kupercaya . i don't care berapapun pengunjung blog ini , aku bukan master seo yang trafic blognya hit banged . satu hal yang nggak pernah aku sesali menjadi seorang blogger adalah , mimpiku bisa diketahui semua orang . yes , i'm a dreamer , dream catcher exactly .

actually , aku nggak butuh dengan semua kesempurnaan . cowok yang perfect look , aku nggak benar2 butuh dia . though it's too late when i realized that . keluarga yang seperti ini . hmm , aku ingin yang lebih sederhana . uang ? aku benar2 menyesal pernah mengenal uang . banyak teman dan sahabat ternyata juga nggak bisa menghilangkan kesepian .

aku cuma butuh seorang saja . seseorang yang bisa benar2 mengerti . seseorang yang tau , bahwa terkadang penglihatan dan pendengaran tidak lebih baik dari perasaan . seseorang yang bisa share smuanya denganku . dan tidak akan menertawakan mimpi2ku .

dan jujur aja , aku akhir2 ini bener2 nggak percaya sama yang namanya sahabat (maaf!) aku bner2 nggak bisa percaya . susah rasanya cerita ke orang lain . sumpah . . susah banged . kecuali lewat blog ini . dan inipun hanya mengurangi sekitar 30 % dari hal2 di otak gw .

mimpi , apa yang salah dengan semua mimpi2ku ? aku rasa semua orang berhak bermimpi . neil amstrong aja kebulan awalnya juga dari mimpi . kita semua butuh mimpi .

dan tidak ada yang benar2 mengertiku . aku benar2 muak dengak kehidupanku akhir2 ini . patah hati , teman yang ternyata sama skali tidak baik , uan , keinginanku masuk DKV yang ditentang ortu , ide2ku yang membuat orang membenciku . aku benar2 muak .

dan andai aja aku bisa , aku sangat ingin hilang ingatan . amnesia . sepertinya itu pilihan yang bagus untuk orang yang ingin meninggalkan smua asa . untuk orang yang pengen escape . menurutku ini bukan sikap seorang loser . seseorang yang ingin memulai hidup baru . dan meninggalkan kemunafikkan .

being urself for better

2009-03-15T16:27:00.002+07:00

skarang jadi sering nulis fashion bikin gw jadi mikir , gw kok kayak ikut2an tren bgd yah ? it's not myself . gw benci banged copy2an . maka dari itu , gw bakal ngejelasin . gw nulis tentang fashion karena gw suka . dan blog ini gw bikin buat menampung ide2 gw tentng hal2 yang gw suka . makanya gw kasih nama juicylia , maksudnya, tulisan disini adalah tulisan campur2 tentang apa yang gw suka , gw rasa , gw benci dan smua tentang idup gw , walapun kadan gw jugag menulis kehidupan orang lain yang inspiring banged buat gw . bukan untuk mengikuti tren dsb . i just love what i did . gw heran . knapa yah semakin banyak copycatter . . misalnya ajah d'masiv yang jelas2 lagunya jiplakan smua . jujur , gw males banget sama orang2 kayak gini . dan jujur , gw sangat males ketika ada orang yang jelas2 niru2 gw * uda gtu sok2an lagi * - pengalaman nyata . sbenernya gw jugag gag masalah ketika hal2 positif dari diri gw jd inspiring orang2 . gw malesnya , ketika orang tersebut terlalu niru2 , dari cara ngomong , pakaian , kata2 , sampek gaya voto ! yampunn , penting banged yah gw sampek ditiru kaya seleb gtu . .

padahal menurut gw menjadi diri sendiri jelas2 lebih baik . apapun bentuknya itu adalah diri kita . dan kita harus bangga dengan apa yang kita punya . menurut gw , untuk jadi diri sendiri itu gampang . kita harus tau apa yang bener2 kita suka . terserah orang mw bilang apa dengan pilian kita . gw sih nggak terpengaruh sama mereka . misalnya aja lo suka kangen band . ya udah suka aja . gag usah sok2 bilang mereka band kampungan . tapi yang terjadi skarang adala . . kbanyakan dari anak2 seumuran gw slalu berusaha up to date walaupun itu terkesan memaksa .

kalo nggag tau ya cari tau dulu baru ngomong . bukannya speak up nggak jelas . hal itu justru ngebuat lo terlihat BODOH . apalagi pamer2 . huahh . lo bakal kliatan konyol , sumpah ! bukan pujian yang lo dapet . mending apa adanya , lo nggak akan pernah rugi sama hal itu .

gw suka sama orang yang mw nyampein pendapatnya sendiri , idenya sendiri , walaupun idenya gag bagus . gw bakal appriciate banged sama org2 kayak gtu . selain itu gw gw suka sama tipe orang yang open , alias mw nerima kritikan , apapun bentuknya , bukan cuma bisa menghina orang lain dan pemer kekayaan orang tua . hhahha . lucu skali , pamer kekayaan sendiri mah mending , lha ini , uda gag cari duit sendiri pamer2 lagi .

ada lagi , orang2 yang melakukan hal2 nggak penting hanya untuk dibilang keren . gag worth it banged . dan anehnya , mereka suka memamerkan badside mereka . well , apa sih yang harus dibanggakan dari hal2 buruk itu ?? aneh . aib kok malah dipamerin seantero dunia . dan itu banyak terjadi disekitar anak2 sma smacam gw . trutama cewek2 .

saran gw jadila diri lo sendiri . apapun hasilnya , itu adalah diri lo yang harus lo sukurin dan kembangin . nyontek ide dan niru orang lain itu sama kayak mencuri . kalo emang lo terinspirasi sama seseorang yah lakukan hal positif yang orang tsb lakukan . bukan nyontek ide2nya dan lo bilang itu milik lo . itu salah besar . jadila orang yang bisa nginspirasi orang lain dengan jadi diri lo sendiri . dan lo bakal bangga sama hal itu .