does she loves me too ?

i just cant explain what
in my mind there's so many questions why
about you
who called as my mom

simple

i dont know why
you always make my tears down
you dont really care about me
you dont try to find me when im lost
and
you dont light me when im dark

dont you know that
i do try to make you proud

but
you dont understand

for God's sake
i always do all the right things
but why
you dont trust it

and all i gotta do is cry

mom,
why you always make me cry ?