tentang SNMPTN

huahh , akhirnya . IT'S DONE . ya walaupun masih nggak tau hasilnya . yang pasti ini meringankan 1 beban . ah saya nggak mu cerita detilnya gmana . intinya , tahun ini susah . penuh dengan penalaran . sepertinya saya harus banyak berdoa ya . wish me luck bloggy :)

dan kamu serta hidup ini semakin membuat saya tidak mengerti

ok , mama papa , saya memang bukan anak yang baik . ok , saya manja . tapi please , saya sudah 18 tahun !! sadarlah mama papa kuuuu . aku bukan dina yang masih kelas 1 SD yang makan harus disuruh , dianterin kemana2 . sadarlah mama papa , aku bisa mandiri kok . liat kan ?? aku bisa kok kemana2 sendiri , ngatur uang sendiri dan bertanggung jawab pada diri sendiri . please , saya butuh kepercayaan . and , for God's sake , saya gag akan menyianyiakan kepercayaan itu .

dan kamu juga , aku nggak ngerti apa yang ada di otakmu . kamu tahu , kamu seperti lagunya katy perry , HOT AND COLD . begitu berubah-ubah . dan aku bener2 males . sayangnya aku memang bodoh sampai nggak tahu lagi harus berlari kemana . nowhere to run even run to see you .

sedikit saja sebuah rasa yang bener2 saya inginkan saat ini . saya cuma butuh sedikit dari kalian . apa itu nggak bisa dan susah sekali ?

hey world !! looking thru my eyes . .
hello dan goodbye , nggak tau apa yang akan saya ucapkan , mungkin hellogoodbye aja , seperti nama band :) and u know what , here in your arms by hellogoodbye is ringing in my head rite now !

RIP MICHAEL JACKSON

dear bloggy , cuma kabar kabur ajah , SAYA LULUS kok !! hhe . dan sekarang lagi sibuk blajar buat snmptn . walaupun sma sekali nggak semangat . knapa ? karna kayaknya yang kuliah tu ortu gw aja . semua pilian yang milih ortu . jadi yang kuliah sapa coba ?
dan saya dinyatakan STRESS berat karena ini .
entahla . males mikir !

all american girl (carrie underwood) is so ringing in my head . i wish i coul be a new yorker for a while . huehe . ok folks , for almost 2 weeks later i will be really BUSY . july . 1 . 2009 . snmptn . it looks like pretty hard .

but , the one which makes me really afraid is monday . june . 15 . 2009 . PENGUMUMAN UAN . just one sentence i've been said . wish me luck , saya lulus ya ALLAH .

and maybe , i'll update this lovely one so rare . hiatus for a while . hha .
wish me luck bloggy yeah !!!!

quick post about my next step

dear bloggy , seem its been so long i didnt keep my fingers , right on this keyboard . hmm , actually i have no a good story except my daily activities . yap , almost three weeks i do a shit thing called "INTENSIF SNMPTN" and u know , i take IPC , so it means that i must learn both , IPA and IPS *sigh*. this course begins at 12.45 till 18.00 . a little bit crazy huh ? oh maybe it isnt time to complaint .

uhmm , there was so many (oh lebay) friends who asked the same question . MENGAPA SAYA MEMILIH JURUSAN IPS PADAHAL SAYA ANAK IPA ?? first , i used to love math and friends and i used to choose enginering when i was at first year till a few months ago . but about 1 month ago i make a decision . . COMMUNICATION as my current mayor obsession . for a few reasons . here they are , first , my parents didnt want to let me go outside malang , second , my dad is an ex-announcer and he still work at local radio and tv station and the last , i prefer DKV actually , but u know , ITB is too far and expensive , so . . i thought communication is closed with DKV :D

juli 1 , is the day , SNMPTN . normally , i got a inferior feelin , worried , and sometimes afraid . for sure , i need a SUPPORT . for everyone . i dont know why , supports can be a power for me , it's like when u was playing soccer , suporter could be the 12-th player . even my old "obsession" , i wish he could be my supporter and the reason why i still at malang . and buddies , with laugh with them everyday , it could be a more energy for me . and parents also . and hows foe ? ohh , i dont have a foe ! hha . i just bet . hmm , FYI , a happy feelin also can be an inner supporter for me . of course , i must STUDY ( oh shit word ) . KODING GO , KODING SOAL2 , KUMPULAN SOAL IPC 8 TAHUN . ohhhhhhhhhhh it is driving me insane INSTANTLY!!

ok , its soo morning buddy ! ill go to sleep .

cherios bloggy :)

tears by vierra

salah satu lagu yang paling saya suka di debut album vierra , judulnya tears . agak2 emo , trus ada widy-vokalis- yang scream di akhir lagu yah walopun cuma 1 kalimat . here is the lyric ,

TEARS
Vierra
My First Love
2009

would you stop all the lines
coming out from your mouth
isn't my stories not enough
too much lies for me
so please forgive me

your car , my house , our phone
where are the memories lies

all the tears that aren't wasted
all the anger that exploded
all the things that we've been through
wouldn't pay a thing if we end this

this is just the half part
half part of my lyrics

download lagu tears dari vierra melalui rapidshare klik disini

enjoy folks :D

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waw , it's a screen capture of gogirlmagz.com . watta cool site , huh ? dan kalo dicompare2 sama wesite majalah lain , kayaknya web ini paling2 bagus dalam segi apapun .mulai dari design sampai content2nya . interaktif banged ! untuk bisa manfaatin semua fasilitas di web ini, tentunya harus sign up dulu . gampang kok , lebih gampang dari bikin facebook . setelah itu , kita bisa deh narsis2an . dan yang paling gw suka adalah fitur fashion tag . disini kita bisa upload foto kita trus ngetag fashion item yang kita pake disitu :))

ohh , i can't convey it into words . lol .

takes a click here for fun . XOXO :*